Friday, April 22, 2011
LOL, nothing to update leh. Aiyoyo, im still carrying a heavy heart around. What should I do? Somebody please help me. :/ I hate this feeling, and lastly i hate you..
alonne inn thhe darkk
12:45 AM
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
alonne inn thhe darkk
10:28 PM
Wooo, saturday was cool man! Went to ECP to "picnic" and cycle with Jian Sheng, Hui Xiang, Dennis, Jun Hao, Chun Hon, Racher, Alicia, Keni, Yufang and George. LOL, was having lots of fun when with them. :D Actually it wasnt a picnic la, but then Jun hao they all brought so much food along with them, so we treat it as picnic lor. Hahas. ^^ The seaside view was nice, while they were playing with sand and building sandcastle. I was listening to music that was being blast near the Prawning area. Some sort of clubbing song. Very nice. Hahas! Soon it was around evening time liao. Sun set already, so they all packed up and looked forward to the night cycling. At first alot of ppl cannot cycle cause their parents dont allow them to stay up late. But to my surprise, after calling their parents to ask again. Their parents finally allowed them. Cool man! So almost all of us rented a bike lor, Except Dennis and Hui Xiang. Sad uh, hui xiang dont want cycle then dennis dont want to pangseh him alone. So both never cycle. Oh well, the rest of us cycle till the path where going to reach changi there. It was dark. Yufang fell down due to braking and turning at wrong time. Ouch man, her legs, hands and etc was bleeding profusely. No choice, had to head back. Hahas, although the cycling journey was short, but it was still fun. :D After that all of us headed home, Chun hon dad came to fetch him then some of us took taxi, some walked home. LOL. Hahas, that's all for saturday. :D Sorry for the late update lurh. Cause was busy. Psps. :P
alonne inn thhe darkk
10:00 PM
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Hais.. Im still feeling very bitter on the inside. Hope i can move on faster.. But oh well, since alot of my friends is encouraging me to move on and become the hyper and cheerful Victor that they used to know last time. Than i shall do it for them! Hahas, pathetic me, how can I let the past drag me awfully each day. It's pointless and useless! When the flower bloom open, it may be nice and pretty from time to time. But as times goes by, the flower will slowly weaken and wither away. No matter how much you try to save the flower, the flower will still whither away. Just like a relationship. Dont you agree with me? Hahas, maybe some relationships is not like that bah, But most of them is. Mine is also the same, it has already whither away. I manage to save it once, but i wont save it the second time. Like i say, is useless and pointless. :) Thank you to those that cheered me up and encouraged me, i will try my best to become the Victor that you all used to know. :D Ohh yea! Time to start afresh! No more worries, no more burdens. ^^
alonne inn thhe darkk
11:27 PM
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
I feel very numb now, everything seems pointless to me already. Nvm, shall move on. I dont know how am i going to do that, but i will try. Hope things get better for her and for me. This is it.. Goodbye...
alonne inn thhe darkk
11:06 PM
Saturday, April 9, 2011
I wonder what's wrong with me, sigh.. am i being the useless and worthless one? It's like im trying my best to show my care and concern to her. But she's just cant see it. I just dont know what to do. I really wanna show her that i care for her. But how? I dont know how to show it, everything i do is like 1 wrong step. Sheesh, guess by now im already soon gonna be out of her mind already bah? Who knows? Just hope things can get better. Hmmm. Oh well..
alonne inn thhe darkk
11:48 PM
