Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Hmm, I dont know things is getting better or getting worse. It's like there is a miserable feeling inside of me. The sadness, hates.. and the anger... It's ruin my happy self. I've alway trying to be there for others that needed comfort or help. But why is it that im trying so hard to be a good friend to everybody and everyone just cant see it.. Sometimes I blame myself for being too faithful in friendship. Whenever i saw my friends is learning bad or going the wrong way. I often tried to stop them and alway being ended up hated and ignored. I really wonder what does it means to be a true friend. Some say true friend means that when you are really in need of help or at the end of your rope, that friend will help you no matter what it takes. But all i see is when a friend wanted to be truthful and help the other party. The other party just take things for granted and instead of thanking that friend, he/she will hate and go against him/her.. Sigh, am i really stupid or is it im too naive to believe in such friendship stuff... how i wish i mean something to my friends instead of a annoying fellow. Nvm.
alonne inn thhe darkk
8:37 PM
