Sunday, May 29, 2011
Why do i keep getting this feeling like im alway a "2nd" friend to everybody. It's like when everybody is having fun, they alway or tend to forget me. Then when they have nobody to chat or slack with, they call me. Haiyo, pathetic me. Still haven forget about what one of my friend said to me that time when me and a group of friends quarrel. "You are my friend? Not really, you are my Dog actually" This was actually what he said... Know what? This was the most hurtful stuff i've heard from my friend. Can you imagine after you treated them so good and this is how they think of you. :'( Up till now, im still thinking about it.. I've been hurt very very deeply.. by my own friends.. And yet i kept it inside. Nobody knows how i feel. All my friends thought that im fine cause im alway a joker and a cheerful person. Yes! I may be a cheerful and a joker, but everybody sure have a weakpoint inside their heart.. Im alway trying to be a joker to make everybody laugh so that i can feel better. But everytime i think about the sentence that friend said to me. I feel very very hurt inside my mind and heart.. Maybe i ain't a good friend? I dont know. Nowadays friends of mine are learning bad things. I tried to convince them and they said im irritating. How cool is that eh? Guess im too busybody afterall.. All i want is for all my friends to acknowledge me as a friend of theirs and stop treating me like a "2nd" friend. ): That's all i ask for..
alonne inn thhe darkk
6:00 PM
